Of celibacy and cocktails...

Practicing celibacy, how possible is it these days? Leave aside being sexually inactive, what about monogamy?? I really wonder...

Nowadays you just can’t seem to tell if that sweet innocent-looking girl you thought you knew so well loves orgasm and knows how to enjoy it. Or that certain married man who you were introduced to starts sending you touchy messages, always ending with an uncomfortable note of stereotypical not-so-pleasant appellation “sayang”, “dear”, “darling”.

Eugh!!! *gags*

Well, that wasn’t what I am going to whine away about anyways. I have questioned this ever since I had come in terms with my sexuality and until present times still wonder why procreational activities were designed to be desirable. God wanted men to flood the world, ridding it of its perfect balance?? Reproducing was meant to be profoundly appeasing???

*knocks head*

Why do I even bother? I have just decided to turn a celibate and with that a former smoker and a sober health-junkie. However weaning off cigarettes has been challenging with multiple waves of carb-cravings and being at lost when the thing I usually resort to when I am depressed is presently absent.

When I did mention this to Cookies and Cakes, he was supportive at first giving me two thumbs and toes up *face squirms* but eventually turned to his usual fake drama-queen expressions of trying to (supposedly) make me feel remorseful. This has been one of the more better façade of Cookies and Cakes; his ability to be spontaneously amusing and on the same note provocative. His ideas although sometimes expressed in a matter-of-factly fashion, bears, in one way or another very insightful point of views.

*scrolls text messages and LOL’s*

Alcohol has been pleasant, I shall not deny, especially when consumed till inhibition becomes thin. Thin enough to dwell into careless yet calculated risks of abiding solely what the heart desires. But remorse for allowing this worldly pleasure to slip away is null. I shall still consume alcohol, but it will be for the simple reason of tasting the array of heavenly concoctions it can be made into rather than its ability to induce intoxication.

Coconut flavoured rum, orange liquor, grand marnier, pineapple studded glasses of pina colada, sweet crushed ice of the daiquiris, the simplicity yet satisfying merge of orange juice in vodka and yes, of course, the refreshing blend of mint in mohjito. Drinking pleasure shall be because that particular serving of perfectly grilled red meat (pink and rare with a nice charred crust perfectly seasoned and marinated) matches that well-aged Sauvignon Blanc or that dessert pie gets a touch of life with a little splash of apple flavoured rum.

I just HAD to type this with an empty stomach, DANG!!!

Anyways, here’s to good, healthy, impeccable living!!! Cheers!!!

Cookies and Cakes, we've got a dinner party to plan, and most definitely soon enough...