Saturday, April 08, 2006

The little complaints in life

I know i know...one with his blog entitled 'optimistic always' shouldn't have complains...But alas, i ain't GOD...
I'd really really love a few more grooming products for myself... And a few more designer labels (if not designer labels...even brand names will do) in my wardrobe... And a good designer perfume n a boyfriend. But u know wat...i'm really really content with my life...I have goals already set, i am always waiting for a good opportunity to come around to seize it and make good use of, i'm juz feeling so great.....I mean i am not in da best of situations but i am definitely making da best out of it...I've really had enough with whiners...i see so much of them in my life, daily, but none of them seem to realise wat they've already got, n how lucky they r to have it...people constantly receive all these motivating messages via mail but they still seem to sulk wen they face problems...problems are issues that win u over causing u anxiety... If u deal wif them in a proper manner issues will never progress to become problems. Life is all about progress, unless u are destructive u rarely retrograde...Some people see it other peole learn it...

Ok...I feel that's enough preaching for the day.. I wanted to blog with succesion from my first post actually, but i think i've done enough blogging for the day...lets save it for 2moro.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Who's gona stop me??

Ok....my 2nd post....well wat do i say....i always get thrown into problems...even lately i have been freaking over a lot of things. Countless, COUNTLESS problems!!!! GOsh...but u know i like 2 keep it goin...be optimistic...be juz enthusiastic n put one step ahead after another...

One thing is for sure....i have never regretted wat i have n wat i am goin thru...it seems dat evrything dat is happening 2 me is like alll for my own good... EVERYTHING!!! I have like tonnes of probs 2 face n i have no worries... sum people go, u have juz ### days left n u haven't finishd ur assignment???...I go, don't worry...i know i'll do it eventually....

Life's Great...N i am living it 2 da fullest... Hours in air conditioned comp lab wif no one 2 ask me 2 stop...not dat i miss my mom, u'd know if u'd read my previous post..

OK gtg
Catca in my next post

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Blogging..finally

Finally i'm blogging...wonder y i neva thought of this b4...I mean i have like 10 books full of my so-called 'emotional pourings' and 'details of my life'... Call me in vain but i love 2 read my writings. so wen my best fren popped up in my messenger online list n messaged me saying he has started blogging i seized d opportunity...!!! WoooHooo...yea me!!!
I'm siting down here on wats seems 2 b juz another mundane Wednesday morning 2 others... but not 4 me...(gosh seems like da intro of a consumer good add)....Blek!!!
Everythings seems 2 b ok but as petty as this may seem.....'MY MP3 PLAYER IS INFECTED BY VIRUS!!!!!!' booooohooohoooo..... i really am genuinely distracted from enjoying da fact dat i'll b at home 4 da weekends mainly b'coz dat mp3 player cost my mom a good RM200 (hey they earn their money ok!!! if u were workin in a hospital washin off shit out of people's asses u'd know how much ur earnings r worth). LOVE MY PARENTS!!!!!!! n evrytime i feel dat they r gettin on my nerves i juz remember one terrible week of my life...Haluansiswa... (i do realise da blank faces on prospective readers of my blog but any UM student shudn't...yup i am a UM student) which was supposed 2 b where my story shud've initially started...
Ok here goes...
Haluansiswa
In a nutshell, put sleep deprivation, once in 2 days or a day of showering, mocking (actually it was more like shoutin AND mocking) from people u have barely known, doin cheers until u loose ur voice, bein stripped of ur hps on da 1st day of varsity life, boring seminars, stripped of all da pampering u get at home, all alone in a place of new faces, AND homesickness in a week of torture n dats HALUANSISWA, da one-week orientation for all freshmen of Universiti Malaya!!! But as brutal as it may seem (although i realise sum might beg to differ), it was actually necessary coz when I, particularly, was through it i thought it was such an excruciating week of my life dat u actually become a lot stronger n have a lot of respect for urself. I also realised den dat I LOVE MY PARENTS more den anything or anyone else in da WORLD!!! I feel tears forming di very instance typing dis down. I am da luckiest person on Earth 2 b blessed with such parents n even more luckier coz i found out juz how much i LOVE dem b4 they are called back by Mother Earth...
Ok dats it for my 1st blog ever!!!
PS: i am really sorry if u think i'm lame but i really don't care.....