It's not that I don't enjoy it.
I do.
Having another body pressed up against mine in passion is unparalleled to any other sense of euphoria. In terms of romantic passion even the orgasm doesn't come close... to me.
But something happens sometimes and I've had it happen a couple of times to me and I don't know why or what. I'd probably need to see a therapist. Not just for this but for a multitude of issues. However, most of the issues I have, I'd probably agree with the therapist. Not this however. Not this.
I get nervous when being intimate with people I have genuine feelings for...
And not just a sweaty palm, cold feet, awkward kiss kinda nervous.
I am talking body shivering, hands and feet ICE cold, and overall teeth-chattering, body-gyrating that I can't participate in anything kinda panic breakdown. It is like I was in the depths of Alaskan snow that no amount of a thick blanket can remedy.
The previous man I was with, God bless his patience, sat with me holding my hands for a full 15 minutes for my hands to return to a normal temperature before coming in closer for a hug, a position in which we stayed in for another 10 minutes until I stopped gyrating before a going in for a kiss.
This also happened with he-who-wouldn't-ever-be-mentioned-on-just-me-anymore. When it did, he just held me long enough for the gyrating to stop. And you know its bad when you want any kind of gyrating during coitus to stop.
So what's wrong.
Does this happen to other people?
3 comments:
Not to anyone I know. You definitely should seek professional help.
Interesting situation. If I am going to meet a new person, this will happen to me. I will quiver, almost shake, in nervousness. If I meet the person and feel comfortable it will go away. If I feel comfortable enough with a person to be intimate, it certainly would not happen.
Everyone is different!
I know I am about two years to late in replying but I thought I would anyway. This has nothing to do with the adage better late than never. I just want to!
@Jaded Jeremy: I am soon going to look into therapy!
@RB: That's actually sweet. Being a little jittery means one is actually invested in the whole interaction, yes? I love that!
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