Indian Gay Boys.... Sigh Sigh....

On a popular queer dating site,

Boy: Hi dude.
J: Hello
Boy: Nice 2 chat with you bro.
J: Thanks. You are?
Boy: im ___ dude...ur name...
J: I am J. What do you do ___ ?
Boy: im working bro...and u..?
J: I am studying. Just started my PhD.
Boy: oh nice.
J: Thanks.
Boy: no prob.

*no replies*

J: I hope you read my profile properly.
Boy: yes bro....any prob?
J: Well I am a fat guy just so you know...

*no replies*

Sigh sigh. They think they are almighty and all macho! And I feel stupid for being so attracted to brown men!

My profile isn't complicated you know. Just looking at my stats, one may form a picture as to how big I may be.

BODOH kan???

Anyway, I did meet someone from this dating site. So far, we've had a strong sexual attraction.

I've met him twice and we Whatsapp everyday and speak as frequently as we can. I am to take the blame. Even THIS I procrastinate!!!

He is brown (a-boh-den???), well-mannered, plus sized (deliciously like myself) and he adores me.

What this will become is completely in the dark.

We'll see... *wink*

My heart is so stubborn!

I keep telling it to fall in love already!!!!

Any advice?