I am slowly realising and revealing my sexual kinks.
Today I realised another while scrolling through the app catered to gen z.
And because I watch a lot of 2SLGBTQIA++ content, white leftist creators are inevitable.
This sweet, bless him, God awful looking white man turned up on my "for you page" and almost immediately a banter unfurled and concluded in my head in under a minute.
Wow, he's ugly.
But I wouldn't mind doing him.
Wait why? He's white and skinny.
Why am I intrigued, what's doing it for me...
Ok, he's got facial hair.
But he's still white! And so pale to add!
So why?
Oh wait.
Look.
Ah... I see.
Oh... (quickly scrolls through in my head the men I've been with and realised that was indeed something I am turned on by. ALL of them had this)
OMG, ok, time for a Just Me entry.
So here's it is. Hairy forearms.
And everyone I've been intimate with, I have vivid, albeit completely overlooked memories of playing with their hairy forearms. And as I did I remember feeling a warm fuzzy tingly feeling in my chest spreading right down to my stomach.
Oh God I miss that so much...
As much as I am sex averse, if someone manages to get over my stubborn demi-sexual wall, I actually enjoy physical proximity. I love smelling men's hair freshly shampooed.
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