Thursday, April 07, 2011

I Fucking Hate This!!!

I had a dream last night.
Mr. P and I were making love... 
Feels like I just fell right back into him. 
It felt so real.
I can still feel his hug.
His dark glistening skin.
His breathe.
His hair. 
I hate such dreams for they linger around for days... 
Just when I am over him... 
It isn't fair.
I've got a huge workload,
and someone I finally care for truly and deeply.
Mr. P cannot enter my life...
Not anymore...
I've just gotta grit my teeth and get over with this!!!

8 comments:

William said...

I rarely have vivid sex dreams.

J said...

Good for you!!! Mine are very real, sometimes (like this one) I get up sweaty!!!

Anonymous said...

lol. interesting =)

~matahari~

Heartlessgirl said...

be strong dear... it does take a while to shake off that feeling...

J said...

matahari: I bet it was, for you!

Heartlessgirl: I keep saying that myself too, but something wonderful happened later that made me forget the dream. Will write about it...

Anonymous said...

owh dont spoil d fun for me =P.. i'll bet dis wud nut be d last time.. haha

~matahari~

HeMz said...

And Nelly sang : It was only just a dream...

Somehow I tend to relate your post to songs...

Btw, check out the music video for Nelly - Just A Dream. It's awesome! =)

And Encik, It's just a dream...

J said...

HeMz: I shall remember that!