I Don't Know...

I have been dreading visiting my blog because of this serious confession; I am having an affair with a married man.

I don't even know how long this is going to last... Or even if it would last...

And God do I know repercussions...

But for the first time, in a long time, my stomach flipped...

My heart was longing for a text message from that person...

I think of him day and night...

His touch, his smell, his words and the least of all, how he looked like...

I keep asking myself what am I getting myself into...

But when I remember just how much I am missing him the past few days I haven't seen him; I miss him even more...

I really don't care for judgments for I have been facing it my whole life...

And no one would ever know what happens between two people...

When he held my hands and told me how soft mine was and how rough his was; when he closed his eyes in satisfaction for the peck on his cheek I gave him; when our fingers were interlocked; when he smiled at me like as if he was looking at something so precious, I fell just that much deeper...

I don't know...
I really don't know.......
I need you Cookies and Cakes..........