My 100th Post Goes: Someone Slap Me, Please!!!

I hate it when plans are cancelled, made, re-cancelled and re-made again!!!

Was supposed to go down to the capital city, that got cancelled when I had to drive mom down to Batu Caves. Then that got cancelled because my brother was suffering from a possible gastro-intestinal infection. I could've made that trip down to the capital city anyway but The High Priestess insisted that I wait for the outcome of my brother's condition and today, lo and behold, I am driving down mom to Batu Caves after all. When the Batu Caves trip was almost cancelled, I thought to myself, great, at least I wouldn't miss my dance class but yet again, today I find out that plans have been made to leave prior to my dance class! Fabulous!
*rolls eyes*

I am exhausted! Mentally; trying to boost myself because I thought I'd be missing a concert that I wanted to go to with the fact I wouldn't miss my dance classes and then now, I have to pick myself up again because I had already programmed in my mind that missing my dance class wasn't worth it. Before I could catch my breath, boom, I am probably attending the concert again when I had already confirmed my attendance for class with my trainer.

Just a gist of the all known 'all in a days work' notion.

Whilst in Heartbreak-ville, Wink N U'll Know's relationship (only because the man actually says 'I love you' unlike Mr. P) with the straight man (refer to The Characters on Optimistic Always) is at the edge. Worse; the character in question is possibly jealous of me because Wink N U'll Know and myself exchange a lot of friendly pleasantries on two popular online social network sites. Great!!! Just great!!!

Worst of all, I have been neglecting my research. My sleeping pattern is all over the place again and I seem to be snoozing and getting up at odd hours. This, in turn, has made me miss going to the lab in the mornings when I obviously should be inching towards the end of my work. If things weren't bad enough, the protocols I have been using has seen a slight glitch forcing me to look through more research papers, books and techniques to modify them.

If there was one thing I prayed for, it was that I'd forget my past and move on. I finally have, and I know it but the future seems tiring! I am already feeling knocked down by this and God I am still in my twenties! What's to become in the future? When I finally own my place? Start making payments? Tend to my ageing parents? All while trying make my career work for me and with me? *deep breath*

Say it to yourself Hdaran;

"Aummmmmm....... Aummmmmm........... AUMMMMMMMM...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Crap, even that doesn't work anymore.

Ok then, back to being hectic again!

I think I need motivation of a biblical proportion, probably one that involves Abraham Lincoln as head of a cheer-leading squad; with Mahatma Gandhi and Lao Tzu on the team!

HELP ME, SLAP ME, SOMEONE, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!