Wednesday, July 26, 2006

relationships

Ever since i set foot onto MU relationships have been intensifying... One significant person in my life has got to be my godbrother...
He is wat i call God's send to me....
My almost everything now... I say 'almost' coz obviously u have parents n family to think of...and even if he is important to me, nothing would ever match the amount of love and attention my parents had put in 2 bring me up...

I've known him for barely4 months... bt he knows things bout me which took me years to confess to my best friends.....
He is sumthing i always wish i had... Everything and more... He has satisfied my every need for a person i want to call my own...But in a strange way he was never the person i imagined i would have been involved with in the sense that he was someone so opposed to who i am... Let's put it straight, he is a regular heterosexual guy, overweight, speaks the classic Tamil most Indian heterosexual guy in Malaysia would, hates shopping, speaks poor English although to certain extend has the confidence to pull of an image what others might pass off as comprehensible, and yet some others even good, dresses ever so typically (boot leg pants and the more economical version of British India look alike tops) n wears loafers like dats the only thing dat would ever compliment those flared pants...
Let's look at myself...I, i had an awfully complicated love life, wif an even more complicated sexual life, know more bout fashion n makeup than anyone around me will ever be able to find out, I know i have o good command of the English language, even if i'm not perfect, i strive for perfection, even if i speak Tamil it has never been my best doing, i love shopping, i can make women's jewellery, n i strive to dress as differently as i can den other regular 'COOL DUDE' wannabes.....
BUT
What has been absolutely intriguing is dat our relationship has been one of those made-in-heaven bonds....I had an instant liking to him as he had 2 me... It all seems like a fairy tale story now wen i look back at it making me think of d movie A Cinderella Story starring Hillary Duff,....i quote..."....fairy tales don't only come true in books, they come true in real life too....."

It has been a fairy tale come true for me...N i'll treasure it forever...
Cheesy, but that's d best way I can put it....
I have no regrets
N i am looking forward 2 see where this relationship is goin 2 take me to...

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