Today's bad

Today's been bad.

I thought I was all cried out.

But realised I hold it in these days because if I start crying, I won't be able to stop.

I feel guilty for ever saying this out loud but my life is so shit.

So shit.

Ya, I am still mad

As someone who's been visibly plus sized for a brief couple of years, and predominantly obese MY WHOLE LIFE, I empathise with individuals afflicted with eating disorders, anorexia and bullemia.

What I don't appreciate is people calling themselves fat as a casual jab when they indulge in food or skip a couple of workout sessions.

It is a such a sweeping declaration of their superiority.

Because it automatically implies being fat is beneath them.

And they, VERY CONSCIOUSLY, believe they're better than everyone fatter than themselves.

Wouldn't matter if they see fat people as their intelligent and socio-economical equal.

Being fat automatically nullifies the equal playing ground!